So I’ve been thinking and it hasn’t been going well… I’d better just stick to other things, I suppose.

Yesterday I had a fun shoot over in Marin on a farm. It was a stock image shoot for Getty Images and the theme was “organic living” -” Green”- “Fitness”… I got to play with fresh props from the photographers mothers garden such as strawberries, herbs and lovely smelling lavender that she let me keep . I had my hair in braids and rolled up my jeans, totally country and so totally opposite of the shoot I did the previous day (shoot for Flair Bridal)  but the best part was the TRACTOR! Yes! I got to play on a tractor! I leapt up onto it, one foot on each wheel, legs spread with my  arms in the air and shot a few photos which I cannot wait to see. After the farm scenes, I slipped into my exercise gear and they shot me running, stretching, jumping for joy, with the rolling scenic hills of Lucas Valley against the vibrant blue sky as my backdrop. On our way to this location we drove past the most adorable little church. The kind that makes you want to start planing your next wedding eeevil thoughts. I’ve had two days worth of em’. First the bridal shoot, where I got to wear this massive dress from the “Disney collection” with like a 30 foot train. It was actually called “The Cinderella”..and then this quaint church the day after.

Either way, it was really cool, even if I did have to get up at 7am which is CLEARLY against my new rule.

I need to move.It is no longer just a want or “wishful thinking”. It is crucial to my survival in regards to slowly slipping into a sort of “point of no return” madness. Having people above me, next to me, below me…within 20 feet of me 24/7 is a huge contributor to my constant BAD MOOD and gloomy outlook on life. Call me crazy, but all I want s a garden with a tree of my own to drink under on a hot summer day. My own little palace of pleasure. My sanctuary. I want a slip n’ slide and a blow up pool; a hammock. I’d like so m any flowers that the smell slaps you in the face as you enter the garden. It doesn’t have to be huge… just large enough so that there are rooms for both my husband and myself (yes separate rooms- very important), rooms for our servants and our brood of pure bred Pekingese dogs.

It would just be REALLY nice to steal away a good 24 hours without having to see anyone, hear anyone… and just be tended to.

Last on the agenda:  for those friends of mine out there who have been sending texts to my old number.. I HAVE A NEW PHONE NUMBER,  it’s been months fools. Your text messages may have looked as though they went through to the old #, but they did not… and I never received them nor will I ever. So figure it out or consider our friendship over. If you want the # you must email me directly.

CL

xox

I don’t think you really deserve a song today, but I shall give you one nonetheless…

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P.S.: If you loved me, you’d bring me sweet cherries and wine….just so you know.

peace, love and regularity.