Blah.

It’s been about three weeks since I’ve discontinued Celexa and It’s been a bit sucky. The physical withdrawal is getting easier, but cognitively, things have not exactly caught up. For instance, I began writing this post three days ago. I got up to pee, got distracted and straight up FORGOT to finish it (for three days). So I’ve had to re-write the damn thing because the content was old and boring… It’s a good thing that I am not currently in a position which requires me to have complete thoughts.

Somewhere underneath the haze I am happy and hopeful that someday I will be able to remember where to put a tampon.

Anyway, the other night Husband drug me to see Avatar which totally sucked ASS and to make matters more annoying, some inconsiderate fucktard had the audacity to bring a crying, gurgling, yapping, BABY into the theatre!  What the hell? Not only was it a 10:30pm showing but this was opening weekend and the theatre was packed…and never mind the fact that the movie was close to THREE HOURS LONG (I know this may be hard to believe, but I don’t sit still well). I am not even kidding, I woke up from the first portion of my nap and the fucker started crying…it took every ounce of restraint not to start mouth farting really loudly to drown it all out (both the movie and the baby).

Never again with I let Husband take me to a movie without fully researching it.

Soooo is everyone getting excited about xmas?

I’m not.  Heck I couldn’t even be bothered to spell the whole thing out, but I did make cookies and that makes me feel very sad for my pants.

Yesterday I had another Dr. appointment as sort of a follow up to last weeks labs (cholesterol, TSH, electrolytes, CBC). My heart still remains a mystery and so they were trying to rule out the basics: heart disease, thyroid.. Welp, the results came back and I totally fucking passed. My cholesterol wasn’t just good, it was “OPTIMAL/ABOVE OPTIMAL” and my other results  were either “DESIRABLE” or “BITCHIN”. It was very reassuring to know that I am functioning at such a high efficient level despite the fact that my favorite food group is: red (almost typed READ) meat-bacony-cheese-butter.  I was sort of hoping for a deficiency of some sort. At least that way I’d be excused.

New Years, New Years… 2010.

Until next time.