Ok, another reason I need to take that fucker down…I had to reset it for admin approval if you want to join/post because the Russians are not to be trusted. They cannot behave themselves and need constant moderation. Tis’ a shame.

Oh hey now, I forgot to mention that I have official representation now. Yipee. Hopefully this will mean work… I am allowed to be represented by 1 agency per county…and I haven’t even begun SF. I was GOING to go today, but for reasons such as:

- ate way too much Easter food bloat

- drank too much Easter wine bloat

- need to clean the house bloat

- waiting for a few more photos, from recent shoots to come back to take to open calls, bloat

- paralyzing anxiety, bloat

So… I am gonna go next week when I’ve got that nasty list above sorted.  Actually, the one agency, here in SF, who I want to sign me, holds the Monday open call and so it could make or break an entire week for me. I am preparing and padding the walls.

I am gonna do a 48 hour detox. It’s basically like the lemonade thing, except that I am going to drink coffee because I cannot live without it. It has come to my attention, that wine doesn’t really agree with me. In fact, whenever I drink it I feel positively ill the following day. I drank wine two days in a row and I feel like complete ass…which is what prompted me to want to clean up.

My house is a mess as well. I have a shoot here on Wednesday so I have to get it all cleaned and sparkly… not something I enjoy. Mostly because I hate this place so much.

Also, I am re-doing how I do photos on here. I may sell sets and they are going to be different than are what on  my new “portfolio site” (just bought the domain) which will be less satirical and (sigh) more professional.. sorry, but I can’t help but wonder if F.O.R.D clicked on the MY SITE link from the online portfolio site I sent them and read all the smack I talked. I mean, they don’t LIKE girls like me…the kind who smile sweetly, walk away quietly, come home and rip them a new one on a blog. People can google that shit.

If you want to know the URL to the new site,  private message me. You may be able to figure it out but please dont start guessing in the comments because you may get it right and I don’t want any trackbacks pointing here.

Things are going to start to change around here. First thing to go, forums.